From the moment I saw you.. you inspire me,
from that moment.. you were the one that makes me question reality,
seeing you triggered the desire to reach my highest peak.. in my body & my mental so I tried harder in psychology,
before I knew I was a soul.. & didn’t consciously know it MATTERS..
I found myself within a SPACE where I could see only through FEELING our souls tethered & from where Lauryn sings nothing even MATTERS,
didn’t seem to know you but by the end of the FIRST CONVERSATION.. I knew from a VIBRATORY SENSATION.. I SUBCONSCIOUSLY knew we had spent an ETERNITY or PAST LIFETIME together where we helped e/o reach our ELATION (x2),
I use it in a singular form because I know me & you ARE ONE even when apart..
we STILL share the same vibration,
I use ELATION in a singular form because I know before I understood it –
you could SEE what I SEE.. FEEL what I FEEL.. BE what I BE all through L.O.V.E –
a bridge – THE bridge to God’s love and Kingdom of Unity,
so when you left..
I needed to learn the BUILDING BLOCKS of this MATTER so I studied sacred geometry,
not long after I reached this space within my HEART where it is TAUGHT..
the only rule here is: ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN POSSIBLY,
& that ALL possibilities are constructing the One True reality.
When I reached this SINGLE POINT.. I knew I reached the PART..
that I found my role in God’s ULTIMATE ART,
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR ALL – TRUE SINGULARITY – UNITY,
One organism that’s perfect in its creation and DOESN’T need to be FIXED,
I learned the rules of the ULTIMATE PAINTER’s MATRIX..
then came to TRANSCEND..
but when RETURNING HOME I realized I HAD ALWAYS BEEN.. here
& returned so OFTEN but had it GRACEFULLY OPENED by one specific friend.
Now all I have of the friend is a picture, a couple poems, and so many MEMORIES of the time wit EMERY where TIME.. seemed to always SUSPEND.
Waiting so long to hopefully see her face.. thoughts FLOODED IN like why bother,
but the real me BUILT UP GIVING A DAM for once & the only thing FLOODING IN was already WITHIN.. I’m speaking on the OPENING of my HEART & its chakra,
She was practicing on me for only a couple of weeks..
& the KNOWLEDGE at the time was one that FRESHMEN USUALLY LACK TO SPEAK.. she’s now given me the WISDOM of a SENIOR & the REBIRTH of the PHEONIX like FRESHMEN RISING OUT OF THE ASHES WITH A NEW ID,
to the POINT.. I DONT CATEGORIZE MYSELF NO MORE..
& so well that I wish to be a MENTOR to all that want to LEARN lik kanye’s No ID, SHE TAUGHT ME while I was a STUDENT & it HAPPENED RECIPROCALLY,
but all the LESSONS I LEARNED.. STEMMED OUT OF LEARNING TO LOVE MYSELF.. cuz she left me in the GREATEST SPOT of DIFFICULTY,
so now at this moment like every other one.. I want to give you an ACT or WORDS stemming from the HEART to let you know what you’ve DONE:
Where to begin., you’ve changed and ENHANCED my 5 senses,
to the point they ALL WORKING OVERTIME NOW TO RIPPLE THROUGH THE FABRIC OF SPACE-TIME TO FEEL YOU..
IN ME AGAIN.. IS THEIR GENERAL CONSENSUS,
I STILL FEEL you doing all the same things u did to me in the past NOW..
the most beautiful reason I don’t desire to speak in tenses,
see you taught me to live in the I AM..
the most beautiful two words that can make a statement,
The two words that make the most beautiful statement,
the two that taught me how to be One.. when you Live in your heart & operate with the virtue of patience,
& I’m living in this singularity with Source & like the alchemist in the desert after finding his heart’s gold – baby I’m still waiting,
I know & you know that one day to eachother we shall return..
as we did in this lifetime once & when our eyes first met it was confirmed,
you knew me & I knew you before my concept of Spirituality grew roots to become firm,
when you were engulfed in my arms.. I felt you as the rain falling into me as the ocean.. the same feeling I got when I found myself..
plunging into the depths of my internal infinite library seeing Truth that’s always been written – Maktub,
IMMERSION with my Self..
a lesson others were trying to teach subliminally but never internally got to me.. until I found myself in this Womb-like Pyramid.. warm walls reverberating music.. resembling symphonies.. within my sacred heart space singing it’s song b/c it’s free.. again thanks to you Emery,
I found HOME.
Where to end.,
I must end with there is no end because every ending is a new beginning,
which I realized so long after you left,
I became a new me.. always Conscious of Transcending, Recycling, & Becoming a new me,
you started the process of my Enlightening Conscious Awakening.
I now see the world in its true nature of solely beautiful vibrations..
& Know that Life after Death Exists because energy is eternally recycling,
you allowed me to see again in this lifetime how to reach my Purpose & True Elation, & I promise to you I will see you in this form & if need be reincarnation,
no doubt I will forever connect with you in this dimension but will wait for the day we Rise to the next plane & our Souls will spend an eternity together through Ascension